Steve the Pirate

pee_nuts @ 2005-10-16T21:19:00

2005-10-17T04:21:54Z

HEYOOO....haha i havent used this thing for like soo god damn long. harhar. yeah it doesnt mean im going to update hurr like really often or something like that.

im just updated fer funn really. well like onee post every blue moon er soemthing ya know? harhar..

yeah i just read this gay book, and its really good but really weird...like it involved a shit load of dicks...0.0 harhar but yeah it was a really good book, i totally didnt get the ending..but whatev.

ALOHA_JANiE

pee_nuts @ 2005-04-16T01:01:00

2005-04-16T07:52:48Z

This really just hit me. I don't think I would ever be able to hold up a regular relationship like everyone eles. I mean it's not like I don't want to. Because trust me I do. I mean I want to have that feeling where you've been with someone for so long, and you care about them so much. I don't know. I know so many people who have been in a relationship for like years, and I envy them so much.

I don't know why. I mean like, am I missing a piece of brain or something that everyone eles has except me? Maybe it's just that I can't find anyone compatable with me yet. I mean I know a lot of nice guys, but I guess they're just not my type.

In fact, I don't know what is my "type". Maybe I need someone like the guy in my dream..( ; ] you guys know what I'm talking about right? ; ] )..or maybe himself. But I think if it were him, I think it would be just like "Stanley and Stella" except that we'd fight all the time.

I don't know, this just fustrates me sooo much. I wish it wouldn't.

Oh and during my sleep on Thursday night-Friday morning, I had the BEST FREAKIN dream. Too bad I can't say what or who, but it was awesome. It was like a good/sad dream. And the weird thing is, it felt so REAL, I mean I could feel him holding me, and his warmth, and like I was very emotional today after that. And whatever I said to him, I felt like I meant it...with all my heart. Like if anything were to happen to him [in my dream] I'd probably would've cried my eyes out and all that other things that I do when I'm really emotional. It sucks though, because the guy in my dream...is totally different from me. I don't see a reason as to where our paths in life would cross...even I think it would be an experience if it did...And when I saw him today, I wanted to HUG him SO bad, like I wanted to sorta feel what I had felt in my dream, but then it would've been weird between us...cause he's dumb and I'm crazy..-__-

Edit: I can picture myself getting married to someone I don't love what-so-ever...and then end up having the most horrible life ever!
Oh wells, who knows.

Yeah I'm just ranting about my HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE love life. : ]

pee_nuts @ 2005-04-02T17:24:00

2005-04-03T01:16:20Z

Spring Fling was fun, at the beinning it was like empt except for the drama people having sex on the dance floor. :]

Then more people came, and GRR i shouldve asked that guy to slow dance with me..: [

Oh, and as Kayla said...I FREAKED A GANGSTA!!!! LOL..

anyways im Home now, and im looking for cars and such...

HAPPY 16th AUSTIN!!

pee_nuts @ 2005-03-13T00:20:00

2005-03-13T08:12:07Z

pee_nuts @ 2005-02-22T15:24:00

2005-02-22T23:17:39Z

i didnt mean what you guys thought i meant. i really didnt mean for it that way. so sorry if you misunderstood me.

pee_nuts @ 2005-02-17T20:53:00

2005-02-18T04:45:43Z

Ok, so I've been sick for the past two days. Hah nice aint it?

And to those that have talked to my mom, I'm not dying!!! LOL I mean I was really sick but not to that extreme.

I'm going to miss school again tomorrow, nice aint it? I think the only class I kinda want to be there for is HR, Tennis, English, and History. But I'm just a tadbit unfit to go.

I still have a major headache, and my nose is very very stuffy. >< But I'm alive. [ :

Well, I'm getting my hair done this weekend, and I'm pretty set on that black and blue shit I told some of you. Hope to see some of you chicks over the weekend or at school, and I PROMISE I'm going to school on Tuesday...unless I'm going on that ski trip with my mom...hahah

Lates _Janie_

pee_nuts @ 2005-02-08T19:38:00

2005-02-09T03:32:13Z

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS YA'LL!!!

Chuh Mung Nam Moi

Gon Heh Fat Choy

pee_nuts @ 2005-02-07T19:43:00

2005-02-08T03:36:17Z

Hello, I'm back.

Since winterbreak ended. I dont think anythings been the same. School's just been stressful and a bitch to me. And my social life is shit. :\ nice aint it.

Ive sorta been on restriction, well I guess you can call it that. For instant, my mom would yell at me everytime i want to go on the phone or comp. so I havent been on, Ive saved myself from having to hear her yell on and on and on. -__-

My friendships with people are fucking up, cause Im such a bitch. :] I LOVE you guys. Truly I do. and Im sorry.

my relationship is down the drain. -__- i TOLD everyone im such a bad gf, and no one agrees with me. but I proved myself right. -u- i mean i shouldnt be happy that i proved myself right. but heh what to do when it just comes natural.

Im sorry. So sorry.

maybe I am going through some retarded depression. Heh yeah right. I think Im just going retarded. I think my emotions and shit have gone all haywire. This phase Im going through should have happened in the 8th grade. heh but whatever. What can I do?

herm..so Im not depressed, Im just retarded (:

School need to fucken die, I really dont want to go back...

pee_nuts @ 2005-01-28T22:51:00

2005-01-29T06:45:01Z

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

some what true...=\

yeah, so it rained today, got really soaked. uherm. GOT MY CHINK DRAMA!! haha you guys arent going to see my out of school for a while, hah hah.

yeah whatever bbye.

pee_nuts @ 2005-01-27T16:56:00

2005-01-28T00:49:35Z

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

2. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

3. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

4. Crying is blackmail.

5. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

6. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

7. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it.
That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

8. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem.
See a doctor.

9. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days..

10. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

11. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

12. You can either ask us to do something
or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

13. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

14. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.

15. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
We have no idea what mauve is.

16. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that.

17. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

18. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

19. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine...Really.

20. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.

21. You have enough clothes.

22. You have too many shoes.

23. I am in shape. Round is a shape.

24. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; but did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

haha this is muy graciosa. I LOVE THE LAST ONE. & crying IS blackmail..(:

pee_nuts @ 2004-12-25T00:44:00

2004-12-25T08:38:18Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pee_nuts @ 2004-12-24T14:31:00

2004-12-24T22:25:13Z

So, whats up people?

Why anyone would want to read my posts anymore. I do not know. Its either youre on crack, or youre a real idiot. :)

But that doesnt mean to unadd me, I love you all :). Yall just know how i hate to update shit. But once every full moon, I shall write a very long post just for you nerd. ;)

thats all for now.

Love ya.
-Riicee

pee_nuts @ 2004-12-07T21:09:00

2004-12-08T05:04:06Z

Currently I'm happy. :]

pee_nuts @ 2004-11-27T15:09:00

2004-11-27T23:04:38Z

Thanksgiving Dinner at the Nelsons were fun. It was quite funny and sad. Greg cried, and I said something very funny at the table...hehe I LOVE YOU KAYLA. :D After dinner, the kids and I were cleaning, well they were, I just sorta just grab stuff. Then we played poker. >< I got 10$ from Nana(kaylas grandma) and me and kayla were playing as one. So it was me&her, greg, keri, jason, and then Alex came later. but BOy DO I SUCK!!!
one: i couldnt keep a straight face -.-, two: i got confused between fullhouse and a flush, three: --" I JUST PLAINLY SUCK AT POKER. And even though I knew that, i still continued to bet..hehe

So, to sum things up. I had fun, lost money, and was very very bloated. -.-

Friday:
Woke up at around 7 to go shopping. yeah crazy i know. but it was fun, i got lots of stuff, and i finished my christmas list. :] erm.. i spent around 250$, Oh i also got to use my mom's plastic =] which was SOOOOO Fun, they thought i was 38!! it was funny..really =]

Then later at night, i went to the movies, and saw "Finding Neverland" it was a good movie, the end was sad!! T^T and i only cried a tiny bit, like a tear here and there, but i had a big hat on so it was okie..

now im here and felt like updating, but now i gtg and "do" my hw..hehe

Signed- The Only Virgin At The Table. =] (>< <3 you)

pee_nuts @ 2004-11-08T22:53:00

2004-11-09T06:48:29Z

Silver Eclipse Coupe.

hot eh? :]

Black Eclipse Spyder. NICE

Ranting...sort-of

2004-11-05T04:45:11Z

Yesterday was fun. I would have to say it was one of my good days this week. I had a pretty crappy time in class. I don't know why but all of sudden, I've been out of it lately and am not doing very well in school. This started since Ross's party... After school, Kayla and I were suppose to go to "toturing." But instead we went to Burger King with Preet(sorry if I don't spell it right) and Dennis. It was fun, they're really cool people. I think they're sort of like us, except I think a just wee-bit violent than us.

Today was ok. I gave Niko one of those red neck joke slaps. Yup got him good too. Yea then went to the lockers after school, and poor Edwin was waiting. I'm so sorry to make you wait sweetie. :] You can't stop walking with us, it's a tradition that started in summer school. We ninjas got to stick together. I have tons of homework to do, but screw that. Don't feel like doing it. Oh, I finished the book Kayla. >.< Took me two days, and I'm so sad it ended. The ending to me could've been better. But eh whatever. I LOVE CAL! He's the main male character in the story, and oh if he was real, I would marry and do him in a mili-second. :]

Well, I'm going to go watch t.v. now. Damn bastards. I need a new book to read, someone give me a really good book to read. Ross hans't been at school for two days now, I hope he's ok. Feel better Ross. I LOVE YOU EDWIN!! :]

-Rice.

Tall is just oh-so-sexy

2004-11-03T03:21:30Z

I don't know who I like. Like I said before, I have mixed feelings. I'm ok with the whole Niko thing, which no one knows what I'm talking about, but lets keep it that way. :] 10th grade so far sucks. Or at least for me. I think 8th grade would have to be the other only time I've really had drama shit. I hope it goes by.

Kayla, you lucky bitch. Oh wells, I still love you. :] I mean it is really only one penis. I have plenty more to use from.

My day today was pretty good, or at least better than yesterday. Everyone seems to feel a wee-bit better today then yesterday. However, I still feel as if there's something going on that I don't know about. I don't know if its just me or what, but yea. It wasn't as cold as it was yesterday, which is good. I hate the wind. It alway makes me dry, so that makes me need more lotion. I don't know why but I'm again excited. I really am for some odd reason. I don't think there's anything for me to be excited about, I mean there isn't any party or get together or anything. Oh, wait, I think I know what it is. I gained a new friend. An actual friend, instead of a person I talk to. Yea, Niko Lazovich is my friend. And maybe, soon-to-be my sister's boyfriend. :]

I get to go driving this weekend. My darn good friend Chris Kim, is taking me driving in his car, I just hope I don't fuck it up. :] Sorry in advance. Herm, maybe picnic with Kayla on Sunday. Screw hw.

I'm sorry to those who doesn't want to know this, but I really need to make-out with someone. My hormones are building up fast. I haven't masterbate in a long-ass time. Like in a month I think. Oh well, I'm going to go shower and masterbate, if I'm not too lazy.

-Rice.

pee_nuts @ 2004-11-01T20:15:00

2004-11-02T04:11:23Z

He makes me sad for some odd reason. I never notice it before, but lately I think they been my pillar of laughter. They makes me want to cry. I'm not though. It's just odd, I never thought I would feel this way.

I have mix feelings. I feel horrible, because for some odd reason I feel like I'm hurting the people I care most about. And that when they find out what I'm talking about, I'd lose them. I try to make it go away. I'm a horrible person. I think I've been taking things for granted for so long its finally catching up to me. I feel as if no matter what deicion I make someone is going to get hurt.

You know what saying "follow your heart"? Well that saying sucks monkey-ass. I can't even if I try. This whole feeling of wanting and desiring of affection is getting to me. The feeling how I'm missing out on everything thats great about being loved sucks. Pretty much everyone knows what it really feels like to be love or have love. I don't. I didn't feel like I was missing out on anything, because most people around me weren't having much fun with it.

I hope things get back to normal soon, I don't like to feel this way. I don't like to feel sad. I rather be happy and act really stupid, then have to be "normal" and sad. Please feel better guys. I want to see your smiles again. Really bad. I love you guys a lot. And I feel shitty when you guys do. SO STOP BEING CRANKY AND MAKING ME CRANKY AND LETS ALL SHARE SOME LOVE. PEACE OUT.

pee_nuts @ 2004-11-01T19:47:00

2004-11-02T03:43:14Z

I'm going to blame this on the weather. Lately everyone is being quite cranky for some sort of reason. I'm not going to take anything to heart, because I think I might've went through this season once. I just hope it isn't permanent and that every feel better. I miss laughing and seeing people laugh and smile, because lately all I've been seeing is frowns and tears.

I had fun this weekend. The party was fun, I got hurt but I think it was well worth it. :) I hope next time we get together again, everyone is going to feel superb.

pee_nuts @ 2004-10-29T22:51:00

2004-10-30T05:47:07Z

IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! >.<

me kayla edwin and ad went to see the grudge..and it was sooo scary they screamed!!

thats what ima be for tomorrow. muahahah edwin: my brother is going to get YOU!!!

ITS GOING TO GET YOU!!!! *crack* *crack*

pee_nuts @ 2004-10-25T21:10:00

2004-10-26T04:06:05Z

OHHH GUESS WHAT?! WE LOOK FUCKEN HOTTT!!! SIZZLE SIZZLE!

kayla: OO headlights! ross: *smiles* *sigh* studmuffin auz:...:] janie: WOOOOoOoOOo

ROSS'S DAD: Diarrhea!!!!!!

SEXY MOFOS!!!!!

I had a blast at the dance! for all you people that didnt come. i really think that you missed out. YOU BETTER GO TO WINTER FORMAL BIZATCHEZ!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT. I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAD AS MUCH FUN AS I DID. :] hope you feel better ross. :]better. :]

pee_nuts @ 2004-10-02T00:09:00

2004-10-02T07:06:09Z

i have a date to HC...

amazing i know.. :]

im going with austin. hey austin...can i see"it"..lol

pee_nuts @ 2004-09-30T19:29:00

2004-10-01T02:25:45Z

IM WRITING THIS ENTRY FOR KAYLA, *******, AND FUCKING TURTLES.

I LIKE *******.

I DRAW FUCKING TURTLES.

AND I WANNA FUCK *******. :]

pee_nuts @ 2004-09-29T15:32:00

2004-09-29T22:28:52Z

NEW SN: ILIKESUM1e

pee_nuts @ 2004-09-12T22:08:00

2004-09-13T05:04:22Z

im bored so im going to write.

i just got back from eating dinner. a lot of ppl was there. aden and his family was there so yea. it was cool though. as you all know school started, and its not that bad. they all seem really easy for me right now. and ive done all my homework every day. i might not do it right away when i get home but i get it done that day. and i get what im doing too. so yea.

09/09

woke up at like 6:35 am and left at like 7:05 cuz kayla wants to be early on the first day -.- why i dont know. anyways we got there and we say david and luan, then we found our homeroom. and walked and when we got to B hall we saw ross and we hang for like 20 mins. edwin, ad, charles and a whole bunch of people came so yea we were all just standing around there talking and shit. went to my classes. and stuff saw a LOT of people i know/met over the summer and yea. most from summer school cuz it was the bomb. :] and then school ended and me and kayla ran to my moms car and then we picked up her bro/sis and dropped her home. it was a cool day.

09/10

second day was better. i started talking to more people in my classes so i dont feel so much of a loner, and blah blah blah in class. after school me and kayla made plans to go somewhere, and we decided to go to a movie. so we decided to just go with like a bunch of people so i called ross and we talked and crap and he sorta pissed me off so i hung up on him. and i heard hes mad at me but whatever, its not like hes never hung up on me before. :\ and then me and kayla talked some more and her mom was having a jewlery party on sat and since i was going and i didnt have any ride there so she thought why dont i just spend the night. so then i asked and i could so then her bro askes if my bro can go and he could so before we started invading her house, we had to go out to dinner with family and my moms friends. then we got to her house at like 9:30ish then we ate somemore..well she ate. and then we walked around and talked and laugh cuz yea we were. then my bro comes in and wanted to hang with us so whatever. then we feel asleep at like 1:30ish am or 2 .

09/11

woken up my keri at like 9:30, she was singing something and poked my head cuz i sleep like a mummy. :] then we had breakfast and then i did my tri hw while kayla was cleaning. then she took a break and we were like planning our classes and all that. then i finfish my tri and went out and helped her "dust"...i dont think its dusting cuz she wasnt using a dusting thingi but she was spraying and wiping. so i tell her that she she said shes a modern maid. PLERPELRPE whatever. [i think shes not a very good maid] but then again i dont clean so eh. i got o help though i got to spray!! the thing smelled weird. >.< then we went back into her room and we talked and chilled then she had me smell her >.< but she smelled like me. and we both smelled icky cuz we were dirty and icky. >.< then people came...well her nana and cousin came. lol and her mom was all "this is my party? wheres everyone i invited?" lol it was funny. ermmm then blah blah blah sara came over. and yea the party was over and then we were going to go bowling and then we decided to just screw her hair up. hehe but then eh..we had to go to a salon and asked for tips and all that for dying her hair blonde. and i didnt get to be there to do..:[ cuz i had to go home. but kayla is now offically BLONDE :] ima get my hair done too, dont know what yet though..but soon. :]

09/12

woke up at like 1:30 and finished spanish hw and then just hung at home and then went out to dinner and now im here. i think ima go change then watch some tv before going to bed.

night night peeps.