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[Sunday, October 16th, 2005 @ 9:19pm] |
HEYOOO....haha i havent used this thing for like soo god damn long. harhar. yeah it doesnt mean im going to update hurr like really often or something like that.
im just updated fer funn really. well like onee post every blue moon er soemthing ya know? harhar..
yeah i just read this gay book, and its really good but really weird...like it involved a shit load of dicks...0.0 harhar but yeah it was a really good book, i totally didnt get the ending..but whatev.
ALOHA_JANNiE
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[Saturday, April 16th, 2005 @ 1:01am] |
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This really just hit me. I don't think I would ever be able to hold up a regular relationship like everyone eles. I mean it's not like I don't want to. Because trust me I do. I mean I want to have that feeling where you've been with someone for so long, and you care about them so much. I don't know. I know so many people who have been in a relationship for like years, and I envy them so much.
I don't know why. I mean like, am I missing a piece of brain or something that everyone eles has except me? Maybe it's just that I can't find anyone compatable with me yet. I mean I know a lot of nice guys, but I guess they're just not my type.
In fact, I don't know what is my "type". Maybe I need someone like the guy in my dream..( ; ] you guys know what I'm talking about right? ; ] )..or maybe himself. But I think if it were him, I think it would be just like "Stanley and Stella" except that we'd fight all the time.
I don't know, this just fustrates me sooo much. I wish it wouldn't.
Oh and during my sleep on Thursday night-Friday morning, I had the BEST FREAKIN dream. Too bad I can't say what or who, but it was awesome. It was like a good/sad dream. And the weird thing is, it felt so REAL, I mean I could feel him holding me, and his warmth, and like I was very emotional today after that. And whatever I said to him, I felt like I meant it...with all my heart. Like if anything were to happen to him [in my dream] I'd probably would've cried my eyes out and all that other things that I do when I'm really emotional. It sucks though, because the guy in my dream...is totally different from me. I don't see a reason as to where our paths in life would cross...even I think it would be an experience if it did...And when I saw him today, I wanted to HUG him SO bad, like I wanted to sorta feel what I had felt in my dream, but then it would've been weird between us...cause he's dumb and I'm crazy..-__-
Edit: I can picture myself getting married to someone I don't love what-so-ever...and then end up having the most horrible life ever!
Oh wells, who knows.
Yeah I'm just ranting about my HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE love life. : ]
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[Saturday, April 2nd, 2005 @ 5:24pm] |
Spring Fling was fun, at the beinning it was like empt except for the drama people having sex on the dance floor. :]
Then more people came, and GRR i shouldve asked that guy to slow dance with me..: [
Oh, and as Kayla said...I FREAKED A GANGSTA!!!! LOL..
anyways im Home now, and im looking for cars and such...
HAPPY 16th AUSTIN!!
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[Sunday, March 13th, 2005 @ 12:20am] |
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[Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005 @ 3:24pm] |
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i didnt mean what you guys thought i meant. i really didnt mean for it that way. so sorry if you misunderstood me.
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[Thursday, February 17th, 2005 @ 8:53pm] |
Ok, so I've been sick for the past two days. Hah nice aint it?
And to those that have talked to my mom, I'm not dying!!! LOL I mean I was really sick but not to that extreme.
I'm going to miss school again tomorrow, nice aint it? I think the only class I kinda want to be there for is HR, Tennis, English, and History. But I'm just a tadbit unfit to go.
I still have a major headache, and my nose is very very stuffy. >< But I'm alive. [ :
Well, I'm getting my hair done this weekend, and I'm pretty set on that black and blue shit I told some of you. Hope to see some of you chicks over the weekend or at school, and I PROMISE I'm going to school on Tuesday...unless I'm going on that ski trip with my mom...hahah
Lates _Jannie_
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[Tuesday, February 8th, 2005 @ 7:38pm] |
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS YA'LL!!!
Chuh Mung Nam Moi
Gon Heh Fat Choy
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[Monday, February 7th, 2005 @ 7:43pm] |
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Hello, I'm back.
Since winterbreak ended. I dont think anythings been the same. School's just been stressful and a bitch to me. And my social life is shit. :\ nice aint it.
Ive sorta been on restriction, well I guess you can call it that. For instant, my mom would yell at me everytime i want to go on the phone or comp. so I havent been on, Ive saved myself from having to hear her yell on and on and on. -__-
My friendships with people are fucking up, cause Im such a bitch. :] I LOVE you guys. Truly I do. and Im sorry.
my relationship is down the drain. -__- i TOLD everyone im such a bad gf, and no one agrees with me. but I proved myself right. -u- i mean i shouldnt be happy that i proved myself right. but heh what to do when it just comes natural.
Im sorry. So sorry.
maybe I am going through some retarded depression. Heh yeah right. I think Im just going retarded. I think my emotions and shit have gone all haywire. This phase Im going through should have happened in the 8th grade. heh but whatever. What can I do?
herm..so Im not depressed, Im just retarded (:
School need to fucken die, I really dont want to go back...
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[Friday, January 28th, 2005 @ 10:51pm] |
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin
some what true...=\
yeah, so it rained today, got really soaked. uherm. GOT MY CHINK DRAMA!! haha you guys arent going to see my out of school for a while, hah hah.
yeah whatever bbye.
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